★ Medialog; Home ☆彡
September 2025
I Love You, Man (2009),
w/ IvyKokou no Gadan (2012), sleepless night
Milennium Mambo (2001), w/ Ivy
2nd Demo EP (2004), Mayfry, (x)
The Twilight Saga (2008-2012), w/ Ivy & w/ Wren in our hearts
Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium (2007), w/ Ivy
Scary Monsters (1980), w/ Ivy, Astoria / Cape Disappointment Cartrip
God Save the Animals (2022), w/ Ivy, Astoria / Cape Disappointment Cartrip
Evan Almighty (2007), w/ Ivy, somehow one of the most relatable movies that I've ever seen
Kokou no Gadan (2012), a few times
Trolls Band Together (2023), w/ Ivy & Rae
Medium: Pixel Art via Animal Crossing on Gamecube
Trolls: Original Motion Picture Sountrack (2016), w/ Ivy & Rae
The Forbidden Love EP (2000), w/ Ivy & Rae
Beautiful Rat Sunset (1994), w/ Ivy, in car to pick up Twilight DVD
Taipei Story (1985), w/ Ivy & Rae
Carrie & Lowell (2015), w/ Ivy, Seaside Cartrip
Paralytic Stalks (2012), w/ Ivy, Seaside Cartrip
World Is Yours (2009), w/ Ivy, Seaside Cartrip
Weapons (2025), in theatre w/ Ivy & Rae
Click (2006), w/ Ivy
August 2025
Kokou no Gadan (2012), a few times
Carrie & Lowell (2015), w/ Ivy, Tilamook Cartrip
Tallahassee (2002), w/ Ivy, Tilamook Cartrip
The Sunset Tree (2005), w/ Ivy, pt.1 Toward Grandpa / pt.2 Tilamook Cartrip
Drive (2011), w/ Ivy & Rae, the (alleged) Ultimate Masculine Fantasy / part of my transition process
Little Miss Sunshine (2006), w/ Ivy, a lot sadder of a movie now
Trolls World Tour (2020), w/ Ivy & Rae, cleaved into two days because I was called to my grandpa's deathbed during the first viewing & he died that night. Finished the next day as part of the grieving process. Somewhat closure as we wait the long month for the cremation of his irradiated body.
Carrie & Lowell (2015), w/ Ivy
Purrfect Apawcalypse: Love at Furst Bite (2021), w/ Ivy
Beau is Afraid (2023), w/ Ivy & Rae, pertinent watch due to issues with my mother
Carrie & Lowell (2015), w/ Ivy
Kokou no Gadan (2012)
Homestuck: Act I (2009), w/ Ivy
Shin Godzilla (2016), in-theatre w/ Ivy & Rae
The Practice of the Presence of God & Spiritual Maxims, Brother Lawrence
Trolls (2016), w/ Ivy & Rae
Letters to a Young Poet, Rainer Maria Rilke, on-plane
Superman (2025), in-theatre w/ family
July 2025
A Love Supreme (1965)
Metropolitan Anthony Bloom - On Suffering (1973 Interview)
Sopranos S6
Porco Rosso (1992)
Elliott Smith (1995)
First Reformed (2017)
Headlights (2025), w/ Ivy, midnight release
The Screwtape Letters, CS Lewis, The last letter is the closest thing to articulating how getting hit by the March Car & thinking death was imminent had felt.
An Emerald Flood エメラルドの洪水 (2014)
Salad Days (2014)
Trick (2012)
House of Sugar (2019)
Priest (1994), Movie equivalent of when I decided to try masturbating & praying the rosary at the sane time; enjoyable but not that great.
Le Feu follet (1963)
The Royal Tenenbaums (2001)
Existential Crisis in Class, "Maybe they did wish and their wish travelled back in time to this moment."
June 2025
Confession, Leo Tolstoy
AlphaGo (2017), w/ Ivy
Winter Light (1963), The worst of Christ's sufferings was His loneliness.
My Own Private Idaho (1991), w/ Ivy
The Royal Tenenbaums (2001) w/ Ivy
Alex G- Afterlife (Official Video), w/ Ivy
Alex G- June Guitar (Official Video), w/ Ivy
Anthony Bourdain: A Cook’s Tour S1E11 (Morocco / Sahara Desert), I did not enjoy this episode.
Gospel of Mark
Gospel of Luke
Anthony Bourdain: A Cook’s Tour S1E9 (Arcachon, France)
Anthony Bourdain: A Cook’s Tour S1E20 (My Life as a Cook), Interesting seeing people that I remembered from reading Kitchen Confidential.
“Me and Miss Mandible,” Donald Barthelme
Typhoid Mary: An Urban Historical, Anthony Bourdain
Kafka on the Shore, Haruki Murakami
Anthony Bourdain: A Cook’s Tour S1E14 (Saint Petersburg, Russia)
Anthony Bourdain: A Cook’s Tour S1E13 (Saint Petersburg, Russia), w/ Ivy
Alice Notley, "The Poetry of Everyday Life" (1988)
You Are Into Mousetrap YouTube, *Roachtrap
HEARTLOVEPOWERTEMPLE, birthday gift from Ivy
I Saw the TV Glow (2024), w/ Ivy & sobbing
The Harvard Student Who Killed Her Roommate
Ste the Beautiful Martyr 1st Attempt (2025), Happy Birthday Ivy
May 2025
Psychopomp (2016)
True Myth: A Conversation With Sufjan Stevens, “The kids were like little puppies around her, they just loved her.”, “I would have a period of rigorous, emotionless work, and then I would be struck by deep sadness triggered by something really mundane, like a dead pigeon on the subway track.”, “I had this childhood fantasy of becoming a priest or a preacher, so I would read and study the bible and then make my family listen to me read a passage from the New Testament before meals—and they very begrudgingly accommodated that for a while.”
Look Back (2024), w/ crying
Anthony Bourdain: A Cook’s Tour S2E4 (How to Be a Carioca / Rio, Brazil), w/ Ivy
The Lioness (2000)
Anthony Bourdain: Parts Unknown S3E8 (Bahia, Brazil), w/ Ivy
A Minecraft Movie (2025), w/ Ivy
90 Day Fiancé S4, w/ Ivy
April 2025
Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations S7E6 ( The Amazon / Belém, Brazil), w/ Ivy
Day 54: Songs: Ohia, “Just Be Simple”, "I feel like I wake up every morning with no firm conception of who I am, what I believe, or what my purpose is."
Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations S3E9 (São Paulo, Brazil), w/ Ivy
Diary of a Country Priest (1951), w/ Ivy & Wren
Conclave (2024), (W)re(n)commended to me
The Magnolia Electric Co. (2003)
The Magnolia Electric Co. (2003)
Ivy has been making fun of me for watching House (2004).
The Informant! (2009), w/ Ivy
Crash (1996), w/ Ivy, my new least-favorite movie ever.
Fallen Angels (1995), w/ Ivy & crying
March 2025
Anthony Bourdain: Parts Unknown S8E7 (Minas Gerais, Brazil), w/ Ivy
Anthony Bourdain’s Macau-style pork chop sandwich
God Save the Animals (2022), Alex G, first listen-through after getting hit by the car (?)
Anthony Bourdain’s Macau-style pork chop sandwich, subbed balsamic for black vinegar & mirin for Chinese rice wine
Started BOTW replay
Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations, S3E1 (Ireland), w/ Ivy
Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations S8E4 (Portugal)
ワールドイズユアーズ (2009)
"Ice Man", Haruki Murakami (Ivy read to me in bed)
Twinkle Echo (2003), w/ Ivy, laying in bed after getting hit by a car
Ain't it Easy, Alex G, getting hit by a car (03/11/2025)
February 2025
The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975), w/ Angeline, “... Are we watching this because I told you I’m trans? — No, no, no, of course not!”
meandmicahel: playlist by Ivy, w/ Ivy, getting rid of my clothes
I Saw the TV Glow (2024), w/ Ivy, crying during & after
Paddington in Peru (2025), w/ Angeline in exile
Dog Man (2025), w/ my little brother, in exile
God Save the Animals (2022), every day on the bus, ritualistically
Anatomie d'une chute (2023), w/ Angeline
In the Aeroplane Over the Sea (1998), w/ Ivy
God Save the Animals (2022), twice
Diary of a Country Priest (1951)
January 2025
Digimon: The Movie (2000), w/ Ivy
Look Back OST (2024)
All Hail West Texas (2002), The Mountain Goats
Beach Music (2015), fortyfive minute late bus
Look Back OST (2024), snowalking, (01/21/2025)
Look Back (2024), w/ Ivy, I was so emotional that I felt like I was gonna puke, then it started snowing, (01/20/2025)
Paddington (2014), w/ my little brother & pizza
Twin Peaks S1, w/ Ivy
Little Miss Sunshine (2006), w/ Angeline, I spent the night in the guest-bedroom
Dinner in America (2020), w/ Angeline
Ivy read “To Build a Fire” by Jack London, as I fell asleep
Devil in the Shortwave (2001)
The OK Thing to Do on Sunday Afternoon Is to Toddle in the Zoo (2004)
First Reformed (2017)
Little Miss Sunshine (2006)