A
Automacity: The better way to say the word “automaticity;” My perpetual misspelling of the word, (I do not even say it “right” in my head).
C
Carrothope; occasionally a countable noun: The realization that carrots can bloom and wondering how I can possibly move on from this discovery; Goodness & hope that is hidden to us in mundane places; The knowledge that I do not know as much about this world as I think I do, and gratitude towards its mysteries.
Cold breeze: A good misspelling of “cold brew” à la Gull.
Comfort break: “Get out of our room so I can masturbate.”
D
(My) dear cave: A term of endearment, see deer cave.
Deer cave: Donut shop & Signs and wonders, [deer] lion caves in the dark / Blind faith, God's grace, nothing else left to impart.
Dreadfull: A sense of meaninglessness that I carry in my stomach. Throwing up anxiety.
I
Ivyarmour: Yellow boyshirt.
J
Jizz: The overall impression or appearance of a bird garnered from such features as shape, posture, flying style or other habitual movements, size and colouration combined with voice, habitat and location; "the indefinable quality of a particular species, the 'vibe' it gives off" ... "dismissed by many as some kind of birding alchemy, there is some physical basis to the idea of jizz."
K
Keepsafe: A sleepsake to keepsafe.
L
Left turns: (Definitely) scary & (possibly) dangerous; Certain left turns are okay if they’re undoing a right turn (It evens out); Otherwise, looping may be required.
Looping: When I drive somewhere outside of the list of okay places, then I have to drive around my neighborhood three or five times, (not two or four); Time consuming; Losing count means I “have” to restart.
M
McRat Dadstard: Sometimes I think he loves me & sometimes I don’t. It’s hard to tell. Both are probably true.
Meluné: My dear friend's term for melon ramune that has made its way into my vocabulary by way of radiation sickness.
Messyslovenly: The world does not hate you nearly as much as you hate yourself.
Miserycar: Suicidal thoughts & no air conditioning.
Morningdark: The time of day when I am at my worst & there is no comfort to be found; Cold & awake before the rest of the world; An unwilling passenger in my own life.
P
Pour Michael: Pour Michael, your feathers are spilling.
R
Radiation sickness(poisoning): The reason my stuffed animal(frog) has a soul, because it has some of mine from constant exposure; The reason my Gull friend says the word ritzy & the reason I say the word meluné; The infection of love.
S
Sorrowzow: Teach the kids how to sound that one out!
T
Talk cock: To say things that are stupid or untrue; idle banter.
"It was at this Parliament sitting, during an intense 40-minute exchange between Ling How Doong and Lee Hsien Loong,
that Ling uttered the phrase 'Don't talk cock,'which became famous for all the wrong reasons in the annals of Singaporean
parliamentary history."
Trinklet: A cute misprint in my sister’s book.
W
White starries: The first flowers to grow out of moldy prosphora.
Windering: A good misspelling of “wondering” à la Gull; Bird Windering Off by Paul Klee.
Wingdog: A winged dog, usually of stone, originally found in a (now gone) statue at the park & in my friend’s book at the same time; Good luck.
Wingull: A wingdog & gull (& a Pokémon); my friend.
Y
Yellow animal: Woodstock & Gregg & Botan Rice Candy stickers, all iterations of my friend; a term of endear(cave)ment
1-9
10:10: 11:11
11:11: 10:10
3: For Michael.
3:33: Our bird; bisected; 4:44.
∗ ∗ ∗ : Dinkus.
⁂: Dinkus bouquet.